I noticed most of my pieces show my being upset.  For the record, I’m not a very unhappy person. Just so happen I tend to write more about what bothers me than what makes me happy. I could never be free in my writings.  I always have to be on my shoulder for a.k.a “dugong”- someone who has been stalking me for over a year now – which is the main reason I keep switching blogs becomes she always have something to say about it and she has her way of getting to me. Which is really frustrating. It’s my life, but it just so happen that there are other people involve who I care a lot. Pretty soon, I might just stop this. For now, I still enjoy posting, I feel like I’m actually publishing a book, pro bono. I may be not that well of a writer but I do enjoy it. So adolescent ranting of me, huh?

Focus. How does one really learn how to focus? Aside from spelling, tha’s another of my weakness. I’m actually trying out this little experiment on myself. I finish whatever I’m doing first before going to work with something else. So far, it hasn’t been working. I could never get to go on with the next job which I think I could actually finish if I stopped working on the first one that I did. *sigh* Have any ideas that I could try out? My being obsessive compulsive is acting out again. Everytime I try one of those experiments on myself I couldn’t stand a bit of compromise on them. I stick to the rules- my rules. It usually just end with me feeling frustrated.